Is everything light? What if I am blind, how would I see? I guess that is what the heart is for, in an anatomical sense, it is said to be the most powerful electromagnetic field.... makes you think of artists and visionaries of their time, who followed their instict, gut-rooting from the heart? What their souls asks of them, if  followed, seems to work out. 

Geometry, animals as artists, everything is art. Are we all artists? By nature we are, art is an expression. Are we expressive beings? Or “art” is a form of communication.  Could be considered expression of the soul. We all have our art to express. Allow it to be expressed. What is my art? Not sure.



Pufferfish art/geometry for mating:









What is the upcoming rennaisance going to be called? Lately there is so much talk in the art world of light light light, renaissance 3.0? 4.0? Ribalta-Thyssen in Málaga, Nyc/Hamptons- Tripoli Gallery, Madrid Cibeles art center etc.  I see hearts everywhere. In cherries, flowers, colour red.




There´s something about Picassos´ eyes, and his native city of Málaga that I can not get my mind off. Makes me think of his white dove, lots of white doves next to the “manquita” cathedral, which means something like “little one-armed” as it is missing a tower. 

Ben Gabirol (11th c. Jewish poet and philosopher during Al-Andalus),  is another incredibly interesting figure, and so is Maria Zambrano (generacion del 27) 2+7=9.

The number 9, in numerology as mentioned on my India text symbolizes completion, universal love, and spiritual wisdom. I mean if you look at all the different meanings of numbers in numerology you can basically apply them to anything and give yourself a the satisfaction that will suit you in that precise moment... but still found it interessting. What´s the name for that? Apophenia, magical thinking.. sch... barnum effect-

In an Alan Parsons (eye in the sky, eye of horus) concert I luckily was last-minute invited to (literally 30 mins before start), was cool the observe the charms and trinkets the artists were wearing. I don´t believe in random,  the way we dress, our posture, how we do our hair nails etc etc are all communicating something, they are all choices. Well, is there anything random in nature? Or do we label it as random until we can discover it is not?


Contrast necesary to see the whole picture. You need night and moon to understand day and sun, black ink on white paper to read clearly etc. How does this relate to ying and yang, and  the number 69? In numerology (the study of numbers and their spiritual meaning). I was looking at a car plate that had the number 69 at the end, and was like, wait a second, what is known as oral sex, looks like the ying and yang symbol, there is some info on it out there on twin flames (mirror each other, used for spirtual growth if overcome uncomftarbleness) etc.

“Yin and yang is a principle of Chinese culture and philosophy. It has been important in a number of fields, including astronomy and medicine. At its most basic, yin and yang refers to opposites, which both attract and complement one another.”- https://www.ebsco.com/research-starters/religion-and-philosophy/yin-and-yang




Read more on twin flame 69 at:
http://timesofindia.indiatimes.com/articleshow/119369987.cms?utm_source=contentofinterest&utm_medium=text&utm_campaign=cppst




Highlited in the pink below is from wikipedia: 

Numerology does not have a single point of origin; rather, it emerged across seve
ral ancient civilizations (oh what a coincidence..)—including Babylonia, Egypt, China, and India—that independently linked numbers to spiritual meaning and heavily influenced pythagorean ancient greece.


The ancient Chaldeans of Mesopotamia (around the 9th century BCE) heavily influenced modern practices, and the practice is heavily popularized by the Pythagorean traditions of ancient Greece. [1, 2, 3, 4]The diverse systems that formed the basis of the modern practice trace their roots to specific cultures:
  • Ancient Mesopotamia: Chaldean numerology originated in ancient Babylon. It ties each letter to a unique vibrational frequency, which numerologists use alongside astrological concepts. [1, 2]
  • Ancient Greece: Greek philosopher and mathematician Pythagoras is widely considered the father of Western numerology. He developed theories positing that the universe operates on mathematical harmonies and that numbers hold inherent energetic and metaphysical value. [1, 2, 3, 4, 5]
  • Hebrew Mysticism: Kabbalistic numerology was developed by Jewish mystics who assigned numerical values to the 22 letters of the Hebrew alphabet to interpret sacred texts like the Old Testament. [1]

WHICH TAKES ME TO,  the tree of life, for another day.

I also do not find coincidences fun any more, never thought this could happen haha. Cause and effect, and our ability to spot patterns and cycles. Cyclical nature of life happening everywhere.

Thin line between life and death, sometimes (well, it has happenned in 4 times in the last 7 years), I feel so happy I think I will die soon. Some fish swim up to the light when they are dying, why so? Does heaven exist or is a mental construct fueled by DMT before our bodies shut down? Research at imperial college london on consciousness etc is uncovering few things on this. I am convinced telepathy or some sort of understanding, exists, as of today.  


Also, saw batman riding a bicycle thought it was hilarious.. what a character.. managed to steal a picture. 


In conclusion, light is in everything, or maybe love is, Málaga as paradise, natal city to great artists and thinkers such as Ben Gabirol, most notably for his idea of universal hylomorphism, concept stating that everything in the universe (except God) is made  of both matter and form. (click here to be redirected) (his statue in front of Alcacaba), Maria Zambrano, Picasso, Paula Varona, etc etc. Paradise means “protected garden”. Gardens hold symbols. Pears, apples..

I love paintings of the virgin with her baby, a cute representation of unconditional love, tenderness and purity. Naked bodies are fun also, and boobs, or in this case boob. Remind us that at core we are vulnerable and loving beings. 
 

I have to develop

Paula Varona

further: met her after her art show in Málaga, wonderful person, pure light, and it shows in her artwork. I told her her energy reminded me of this one gardener that I have mentioned before, and she goes “oh yeah I know him, he did my garden” haha.  When talking to her, she mentioned that if we follow our hearts, and do good, that lucky or fortunate events unfold.  





"I think it would be well, and proper, and obedient, and pure, to grasp your one necessity and not let it go, to dangle from it limp wherever it takes you." -

Annie Dillard



The city of Paradise: On the facade across from the old customs house, below the Alcazaba:
A mi ciudad de Málaga - 1944 Vicente Aleixandre

Siempre te ven mis ojos, ciudad de mis días marinos.
Colgada del imponente monte, apenas detenida
en tu vertical caída a las ondas azules,
pareces reinar bajo el cielo, sobre las aguas,
intermedia en los aires, como si una mano dichosa
te hubiera retenido, un momento de gloria, antes de hundirte para siempre en las olas amantes.


Pero tú duras, nunca desciendes, y el mar suspira
o brama por ti, ciudad de mis días alegres,
ciudad madre y blanquísima donde viví y recuerdo,
angélica ciudad que, más alta que el mar, presides sus espumas.


Calles apenas, leves, musicales. Jardines
donde flores tropicales elevan sus juveniles palmas gruesas.
Palmas de luz que sobre las cabezas, aladas,
mecen el brillo de la brisa y suspenden
por un instante labios celestiales que cruzan
con destino a las islas remotísimas, mágicas,
que allá en el azul índigo, libertadas, navegan.


Allí también viví, allí, ciudad graciosa, ciudad honda.
Allí, donde los jóvenes resbalan sobre la piedra amable,
y donde las rutilantes paredes besan siempre
a quienes siempre cruzan, hervidores, en brillos.


Allí fui conducido por una mano materna.
Acaso de una reja florida una guitarra triste
cantaba la súbita canción suspendida en el tiempo;
quieta la noche, más quieto el amante,
bajo la luna eterna que instantánea transcurre.


Un soplo de eternidad pudo destruirte,
ciudad prodigiosa, momento que en la mente de un Dios emergiste.
Los hombres por un sueño vivieron, no vivieron,
eternamente fúlgidos como un soplo divino.


Jardines, flores. Mar alentando como un brazo que anhela
a la ciudad voladora entre monte y abismo,
blanca en los aires, con calidad de pájaro suspenso
que nunca arriba. ¡Oh ciudad no en la tierra!


Por aquella mano materna fui llevado ligero
por tus calles ingrávidas. Pie desnudo en el día.
Píe desnudo en la noche. Luna grande. Sol puro.
Allí el cielo eras tú, ciudad que en él morabas.
Ciudad que en él volabas con tus alas abiertas.

this took me hours to write- so much to say.








1st of august 2026 12:55pm

What is a coincidence? What makes a coincidence a coincidence?

The solar eclipse is coming soon in this part of the world. During a jog slash walk in the retiro park in Madrid (super hot weather btw) I saw the pannels explaining a bit on the eclipses. Very interesting, there was this phrase that stuck with me, and made me think of Carl Jung. It mentioned how from the dark, or shadows, paradoxically information can come to light. 
Translated from Spanish:


Not all eclipses involve the Sun and the Moon. From Earth, we can also observe alignments involving other celestial bodies, such as transits and occultations. These “other eclipses” have allowed us to measure distances and sizes, study atmospheres, discover stars, and detect planets beyond the solar system. They are examples of how a slight dimming can reveal extraordinary information.















Everything is love, keep heart open always - allows energy to flow- Sacred geometry. 

Interesante, artistas como visionarios de su época, se debe a su hipersensibilidad, ven cosas donde otros tal vez no, se extiende a músicos, matemáticos, físicos, cualquier persona que es movida por algo, que lo entiende como un arte. Al final, se podría decir que todo es un arte, para mi el arte se expresa en casi todo lo que hacemos con pasión y amor. Puede que el tema del “alma” sea ese link entre algo que te gusta, y lo que haces para expresarlo. El arte no se limita a un cuadro con un marco, como si todo fuera infinito, y me lleva al concepto del infinito que también me parece interesante. La espiral, cada vez parece que todo va mas rápido, ¿llegará el punto en el que todo coja tanta velocidad que saldremos de la orbita? Por eso pienso que es importante parar y estar presentes en el momento. Al final, la vida es una recopilación de momentos. ¿Que es el tiempo? ¿Una construcción mental?

¿Todo son construcciones? ¿Que es real? Cada persona tiene su version de lo que es real, menuda rallada.



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